How would you feel if something that you’ve wanted to happen for so long was dangled right in front of you and served in a golden plate and was suddenly taken away?!?
I feel heartbroken. And really really really sad. And one statement made it happen:
“You’ll be staying in RCSHS next year, okay? Just work harder to get your scholarship back.”
Fuck. I was so so close to going back to CL. So close like never before. And now this.
Where’s the justice in that?! It would’ve been better if the option of going back to CL for me wasn’t announced ’cause I’d already accepted the fact that I’ll be staying in my present school, but getting my hopes up and shattering my dreams like that?! It’s too much to bear.
Please, kill me now.
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Anna said on May 25, 2004 at 10:51 am:
Aww.. Keng *hugs* :( I know the feeling.. I really dont know what to do to make you feel better but if you need anything about this.. just tell me :( boy if I was in that situation, I’d do the same.. cry cry.. :( Who told you that anyway? your dad? I really hoped he didnt told that to you frankly.. you had your hopes up, and expected it then he says that…. :(
*HUGS*
Michelle said on May 25, 2004 at 11:48 am:
I hate it when that happens. Like when they tell you they’re gonna give you something then suddenly they’re like, “Oops! Sorry can’t give it anymore”. -_- Hope you’ll feel better!
Drea said on May 26, 2004 at 1:17 am:
:’(